I like this picture in many levels. Amongst all this “end of the world” vibes this pic have the internal optimistic feeling in it. That we will continue and boldly go beyond. ;)
For me it is also have this family values (nowadays practically nonexistent) that the Old will take care and teach the Young, and the Young will keep coming ;)
Autumn. А feast for the eyes. People call it death. Death of nature, death of the year. But look around you. Do you see any despondency or sadness? No! Bright palettes, iridescent play of colours - scarlet, amber, gold, orange, green, blue!!! The colours of life, hope for life. Endless and renascent life.
PS and the irony is that all of the beauty, this endless azure autumn sky, so beautiful, so pure, these rainbows of colours, and sun, and trees, and breeze and life … all of this is OUT there while I’m IN here…
I always thought that people really confident in themselves do not have a need to justify their actions. They do what they think is right, appropriate or good and do not make up the excuses or explanations for that, they do not care about your opinions.
Though I do not celebrate Thanksgiving, I’d like to say what I’m thankful for this year.
I thankful to find Tumblr and all you guys!!! Thank you for making me feel not like some strange lonely girl with obsessions but like a part of something bigger, call it fandom, call it friends, call it family! All I know that you are closer to my soul now than people I’m surrounded with in the “real life”. I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!! THANK YOU!!!
THE MOMENT WHEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH JENSEN ACKLES…
Right there, after this small scene in the Gag Blooper Reel from Season 2.
If you are so gentle, soft and quiet in the real life, sir, I love you.
Random thoughts about Tumblr #6
I never cry in movies. I laughed in the end of Titanic. I’m often spoken of as a very cynical person without heart. But when Bobby said: “Idjits” I wept … literally, like burst out sobbing…
They’ve lost everything and everyone. There is no turning back. And now I actually can not see any happy ending for either of brothers… This will all end in tears, I just know it.
Now I hate everything, therapy with a lot of Jensen Pics, First season of Supernatural (where everything was so simple) plus “Yellow Fever”, “Changing Channels”, “French Mistake” and lot’s of chocolate is NOT HELPING :(((
OK, I’ve planned Ten Inch Hero for the Weekend. It has a happy ending, right?
My relapsing into SPN is most definitely nearly over … for now ;) The last episode is what did it for me. The Death’s Door was my personal overdose of emotions. I really do not like sob, cry, scream and weep till the eyes are dry and refuse to shed a single tear, in front of the TV … people might talk ;)
So I will make a little pause in watching Supernatural, till the end of the season maybe…
Now I really need to prepare myself to have my brain be torn to pieces with Doctor Who Christmas Special and my heart be broken into tiny shreds by Sherlock.
PS But do not worry (as if anybody actually does) Jensen Ackles permanently has a special place in my mind, my heart, my fantasies, my blog. He will always be my personal favorite face (freckles, wrinkles around the eyes, eyes of the most wonderful shade of olive-green, smile, body, legs, arms, ass…) to look at and the dear person to dream about. ;)
Random thoughts about Tumblr #8
OK, lessons learnt: Alcohol and Tumblr do NOT mix well…
Apparently level and intensity of my fangirling hits the roof when I’m drunk.
I can barely hold myself together and try to control it in my sober state of mind (well kind of..) so obviously when I’m drunk it’s off the charts…
Than again this temporal insanity earned me SIX new followers, yesterday along (WELCOME TO THE CRAZINESS OF MY LIFE)!
Well I do not know…
In the result we have:
- dashboard full of Jensening,
- ask box full of conversations,
- feeling that at least one day I was “popular blogger” (loud sarcastic laughter),
- new followers,
- bewilderment from my old ones
- and a headache.
A guess it was a pretty awesome day after all :))))
MISHA COLLINS IS THE .1%
FUCK THAT!!! Misha (short for Mikhail) is one of the most widely-spread names in RUSSIA!!!
It’s Russian name for MALE ONLY!!!! So the mother who named her daughter “Mischa Barton” IS STUPID!!!!
Merry Christmas to you! I’d like to say a few words to some special people I’ve met here this year:
You were the first person here on Tumblr, with whom I dared to speak, and you were so kind to answer ;) I was so exited then and still am! Your blog is the most stylish, smart, true to yourself and wonderful thing I’ve ever seen here! I admire your consistency and your austere style. And the more I talk to you the more I like you ;) You are a sincere, kind and compassionate person. We share the long conversations, lists ;) You introduced me to Stephen Fry, I’ve introduced you to SPN (not an equal exchange, I’m afraid ;) And I’m really glad to find you! Merry Christmas!
My consulting professor, my door to the Sherlock fandom. You are one of the most intelligent people I know. And some time I fear that you’ll understand how really hollow and uninteresting person I am ;) I “disturb your universe” in more that one occasion and you ALWAYS so kind to answer. We shared the long “lists of likes”, and I dare to think that we share a passion in literature, poetry and Sherlock ;))) I admire your writing skills, though not always ship your “ships” ;) Thank you for being here for me and Merry Christmas, dear!
You are one of the Tumblr treasures! Everyone in SPN fandom should know that! When I found your blog, I couldn’t stop till I looked through all your 700! pages of exactly the things I like (as if you knew me before I did ;) It took me 4 days of doing nothing but “liking” and reblogging your posts. I think we share the passion in art, to be precise in fanart … Jensen Ackles’ fanart ;) And YOU’RE REBLOGGING ME!!! That can’t stop to amaze me!!! Thank you for being you and for showing me not to be afraid to express myself the way I want it here on Tumblr! Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas to everyone I follow and the ones that follow me!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!
- SPN S07-08!
- The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey
- The Dark Knight Rises
- Men in Black III
The Hunger Games
- Ice Age: Continental Drift
- Despicable Me 2
- The Cabin in the Woods
Your username in Rusian and in English. I told you I have a terrible handwriting :(
And I can’t draw at all. :)