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KATYA, 32. My blog is a mess.

Все люди как люди, а я - Королевна!

(S02E20 - What Is and What Should Never Be)

He looks so vulnerable, so insecure, so out of place in what supposed to be his dream world, he breaks my heart in every scene.

When he is desperately clinging to his mother’s touch… when he is trying to work it out/fix it’ with Sammy… when his “girlfriend” says “I have low standards” and HE FUCKING AGREES WITH HER!!!  

And this jeans-shirt (or something) with a tie!!! So NOT HIM! Impala truck full of trash… And Sam’s “we have nothing it common”…

I think right there he already knows that he does not belong here, even before he found out about all this people they haven’t saved…

And desperately clinking to the fantasy, he says “I can fix thing with Sammy”, kissing her, knowing already that nothing can be fixed.

He is already searching for the excuse, finding it, he’s almost relieved…