KATYA, 33

But I, being poor, have only my dreams; 
I have spread my dreams under your feet; 
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

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dustydreamsanddirtyscars:

Dean and Weapons: The Colt M1911
2x03 "Bloodlust"/2x09 "Croatoan"/5x18 "Point of No Return"/
8x96 "Southern Comfort"/8x13 "Everybody Hates Hitler"/
8x20 "Pacman Fever"/9x13 "The Purge"

Let’s talk about Dean and one of the guns he is using more often: the Colt M1911 (as Supernaturalwiki states). It’s a weapon that particularly stands out (at least it does to me) because of the pretty engraving on its side that look like leaves, flowers and vines. They almost give the gun a sort of ~feminine touch.

Let’s talk about how the combination of that little beautiful detail on a firearm that can kill you within seconds actually fits as a metaphor or summary of Dean Winchester as a person perfectly. Because Dean Winchester, just like the gun, has striking features: freckled cheeks, that wide smile and bright green eyes (let’s ignore the part about his current eye-colour for the the moment). His good looks could mislead one thinking he’s just a pretty boy, but in fact - kind of like the gun - he is a force to mess with and yes, he can be deadly.

If you just take a quick look, you may think he is this tough and rough guy. The same way you could oversee the engravings on the gun. But if you look closer, you can see that behind that “cool guy”-exterior hides a man with a heart of gold; a man, who hides behind a facade, who wears a mask, because it makes him feel save. But behind it you’ll see that there is such gentleness. That the hard sheel has a soft core.

Only a few - those who look closely, those, who care, those, he lets in - are able to see it, see right through him, recognize the true person behind all of the protective walls and layers he built around himself over the years. Because just like his colt, Dean Winchester may appear as steady as a rock, sometimes downright hyper-masculine, but if you get down to it and decipher him, you’ll be able to see the leaves, the flowers, the vines and see how fragile, sensitive and emotional he really is. Yes, you will see him with all the sensitive details he is made of. A complex puzzle, a mosaic, a spider web of conflicting emotions. So much more than people and he himself thinks he is…

i-have-a-hunger:

I’ve been feeling quite sick and crappy the last days and obviously that means I have to make self-indulgent whump art :I

i-have-a-hunger:

I’ve been feeling quite sick and crappy the last days and obviously that means I have to make self-indulgent whump art :I